the L word season 3, episode 1
*alice
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Ive been gone awhile
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So it's been awhile since I've been online. Its been even longer since I've submitted anything. Grrrr I feel so unmotivated to do anything. Starting my 2nd to last semester in college. I'll be (hopefully) graduating next May. Cross your fingers for me haha...well that's all for now. I'll get back ASAP 
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i love this
2 min read
"Tonight, we are talking about the connection between love and the senses. Your lover... kisses you and... you feel a tremor in the back of your knees. The synapses fire, sending orders: "Move your legs, move your arms." "She's the one for you. She's the... girl of your dreams. She's your... one and only..." And you know, because... the smell of her makes your head swim, because... you get a physical jolt every time... she sends a glance your way. I mean, she touches you here... and you feel it... here. You touch her anywhere, and you feel it everywhere. And then... boom! It's six months later.And you might say..." Hey, Al... relationships end, lovers leave, leaving labyrinth of heartache and betrayal." For example, my first boyfriend left me for a voluptuous former lesbian named April, who I then wound up having a rebound affair with, but we could also talk about Gabby, otherwise known as "Lesbian X", the point of origin for an entire geographical substratum of lesbian linkages. Including Lara. Yes, that same Lara. We love 'er. Lara the Larcenist. Lara the Liberator. Lara, the new, uh, true love of - of - of Dana! And, uh... Yeah, I mean, Dana... who told me she needed... (whiny) she needed closure. Closure with Lara. Well. It's six months later and I'm still waiting for it to close. "
the L word season 3, episode 1
*alice
the L word season 3, episode 1
*alice
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Rejection
1 min read
gaaahhhh....jus trying to be nice...... 
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I'm still not getting what I want
3 min read
I'm really hungry...is it lunch time yet?
so life is difficult.....sometimes i wish it wasn't like that. what if life was perfect? what if nothing went wrong? what if you could get everything you wanted without even make an effort? as nice as that sounds, i really couldn't see myself living a life like that. i'm sure it'd be nice....at first, but then it'd just be too boring, regular, tasteless..... who wants a life like that? maybe people who just don't care about living life... lately i've been thinking about where i wanna go, what i wanna do and how i'm going to get there. thinking about all of that it just kind of overwhelms me. the school i want to go to is the Brooks Institute in Santa Barbara, California.... i thought about going there once before when i was in high school but i never thought too deep into it. But now it's all i can think of and how that school will help me become what i really want to be. It's really the most amazing school any aspiring artist would want to go to. [artist as in media, photography, etc.] i haven't even filled out the application yet and i'm already thinking about how my life will be if i get accepted into that school. i'd be moving to california, not too extremely far from where i am now, but i'd be even farther from home -- my real home, in south dakota. I miss home so much... sometimes i wonder why because when i was there all i could think of was getting out of there. i guess i mainly miss home because of my family. i miss my mom like crazy! i'm missing out on my little nephews growing up, everytime i talk to one on the phone i'm just amazed at how much they're talking. kinda makes me cry because i'm not there to see them grow up. it's just crazy... i can't imagine myself having a baby. i know someday i want kids, but i just don't know how i'm going to go through it all....and with who?! haha i'm jus talking crazy now.... but yeah i guess this is how ill start my day off today.... wondering how my life will be and what events are going to change the whole outcome of my life..... pretty hardcore stuff......
wish me luck on writing my lab report for physics.....
so life is difficult.....sometimes i wish it wasn't like that. what if life was perfect? what if nothing went wrong? what if you could get everything you wanted without even make an effort? as nice as that sounds, i really couldn't see myself living a life like that. i'm sure it'd be nice....at first, but then it'd just be too boring, regular, tasteless..... who wants a life like that? maybe people who just don't care about living life... lately i've been thinking about where i wanna go, what i wanna do and how i'm going to get there. thinking about all of that it just kind of overwhelms me. the school i want to go to is the Brooks Institute in Santa Barbara, California.... i thought about going there once before when i was in high school but i never thought too deep into it. But now it's all i can think of and how that school will help me become what i really want to be. It's really the most amazing school any aspiring artist would want to go to. [artist as in media, photography, etc.] i haven't even filled out the application yet and i'm already thinking about how my life will be if i get accepted into that school. i'd be moving to california, not too extremely far from where i am now, but i'd be even farther from home -- my real home, in south dakota. I miss home so much... sometimes i wonder why because when i was there all i could think of was getting out of there. i guess i mainly miss home because of my family. i miss my mom like crazy! i'm missing out on my little nephews growing up, everytime i talk to one on the phone i'm just amazed at how much they're talking. kinda makes me cry because i'm not there to see them grow up. it's just crazy... i can't imagine myself having a baby. i know someday i want kids, but i just don't know how i'm going to go through it all....and with who?! haha i'm jus talking crazy now.... but yeah i guess this is how ill start my day off today.... wondering how my life will be and what events are going to change the whole outcome of my life..... pretty hardcore stuff......
wish me luck on writing my lab report for physics.....
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Lykke Li
1 min read
i f*cking love Lykke Li...she is sooo gorgeous 
i think i kinda have a crush on her 
i think i kinda have a crush on her
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